Changes mind like changing clothes,

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 { 11:51 PM }
Stupid choice.

I should have just gone to sleep. Seeing more things just makes you sad(der).
Maybe it's a good choice to stay offline anyway, good choice.

Hai, I want my friends and holiday back.
Please):

{ 11:38 PM }
MIA 11Nov-11Dec 2009

I AM SO BEEZY I HATE IT. I took a look at my calendar and there's event EVERY SINGLE DAY. Wah piang at least for this week la. Next few weeks no need say liao right. Like really lor where's my life D: So anyway I wasn't supposed to be online because I told myself to stay away from the computer already BUT had something to deal with online so yeah no choice. But I'm staying away from Facebook heh. Let it rot la don't care, a month only. Reason why I started today is because 11 is my favourite number besides 2. HAHA I can't wait until 2nd December then start ah, ya lor..

I'll refrain from signing in MSN as well, rare breed<:
Anything best is text me sia, if not leave offline message also can, I should see it within 24hours lol. OH MAN I sound like I lead such a sad life.

I'm hungry, it's time to turn in, goodnight world, see you when I feel like blogging about some major events... &... I need to go figure out what I have this week, can't remember some meetings/events I'm supposed to turn up O:
Oh no!

Sunday, November 08, 2009 { 1:21 PM }
TOMORROW TOMORROW:D

WHOOO 24 HOURS FROM NOW I'LL BE FREE FROM PW *grins* :D

Sounds good eh. But seriously, maybe I'll start to miss having all those meetings with TJ105 and those cursing of ff some time some where. Of course those slack periods during curriculum where we're supposed to be having meeting to discuss about our proposal.. HAHA. Everything will be gone in 24 hours time exactly. So exciting.

And maybe I should get a little more anxious about tomorrow's presentation lol. Last rehearsal almost made my heart pumped out of my body-,- Why lor, maybe too used to presenting to our very own class... Chill we'll do well for tomorrow please please I'll be a good girl for that!! And because it's a group work thing of course no one wants to drag their groupmates down mah!! And I just have to remember to smile more that's all. Otherwise I guess I'll be fine.. Haha:D

I've been talking to lots of people these days. No doubt I did learn many things from many people yeah yeah "more diverse viewpoints" lol part of my script-,- So anyway I guess life's like that lurh. Waiwai knows what I am talking about best. SOULMATES LOL sounds a bit gross don't use that. K la I feel like falling asleep (again) already, shall take a short nap before lunch.. I NEED TO STOP SLEEPING LIKE SOME PIG LOL. I think I talked alot of nonsense here HAHA BUT I DON'T BOTHER CLEARING THEM.

TILL THEN.
P/s: Away from computer till 12November ba. Have things to attend to, and also I'm SICK of using the computer already ha ha farewell my beloved PW:D

MISS ME NOT! (;

Monday, November 02, 2009 { 2:52 PM }
Beezy

I've made myself a Nov/Dec calendar to help me remember what to do during the holidays. OH MAN I think I need a bigger one because this holiday is so going to be happening:DD Am I right Ping?? I mean Waranya! Hahaa it's kind of tough to get used to her real name as OP nears. LOL. Speaking of that I feel more comfortable remembering script now. Later go memorise again. Hahaha must go until the limit where I'll dream of what I'm going to say mans! WHOO.

9 November is so near yet so far away ley (Cliche I know I know tsk).
TOPONE OUTING SURE ON BO. No one go nevermind I go sing song myself HAHA. I'm sure my loves are free hor SHIT. Tsk will arrange soon baby!
& also Yukiyaki outing with my 438s. Love them and miss them to the maximum already!!
AND I DAMN HAPPY meeting my fat friends later haha. Love US(: Chill out for supper whee~

Oral Presentation
Student Leadership Congress
Student Leadership Camp
Attachment at K9
OGL training if I got in.

SEH so busy. Try to squeeze time into November go China. My papa's village. HAHA maybe I'll discover my potential as a farmer (: Alright shall go surf the net. (Today played 3hours of piano until my hands damn pain) Tsk teacher should be proud of me^^

Update soon~ (I'm in a very very good mood~!)

Friday, October 30, 2009 { 10:53 PM }
Be consistent and be not complacent(:

Yesyes got stalker keep pestering me for my results. Give you my school portal password you say lazy sign in-,- WOW you and your laziness haiyoh. Know you come my blog. See la see la.

June Common Test vs Promotional Examination

General Paper H1
Marks: 38.5 vs 40
Grade: E vs S
Ranking: 372 vs 674
Percentile: 46% vs 12%

Mathematics H2
Marks: 71.8 vs 54
Grade: B vs D
Ranking: 127 vs 400
Percentile: 80% vs 46%

Chemistry H2
Mark: 36 vs 65.4
Grade: E vs B
Ranking: 294 vs 144
Percentile: 51% vs 78%

Biology H2
Mark: 46 vs 57.6
Grade: E vs C
Ranking: 104 vs 99
Percentile: 52% vs 61%

Economics H1
Mark: 25.9 vs 62.9
Grade: U vs B
Ranking: 58 vs 8
Percentile: 32% vs 92%

It's quite shocking hor certain subjects, Like for GP, even though I improved in overall marks, my ranking fell by half LOL. It shows how much other classes improved whereas we're stuck on the same spot. And yeah, I've already accepted myself as the kind who scores zero for Comprehension content marks lol. I'm stating a fact. The most I get is 2 marks lol. The rest is from my AQ and summary and vocabulary which isn't all that strong lol. I'm so stupid. No wonder our GP class ranking fell from 14 to 31 out of 33 classes. Oh well looking at the bright side, we have lots of room for improvement next year haha. Worst case scenario we'll only deprove 2 more rankings only what. HAHA so optimistic hor(;

And no don't comment on my Mathematics. I also don't know what's wrong lol. Too bad Promos stand 80% of the marks. My pathetic score lol. Nevermind lah, can improve one. Next year I'll get B again. No problem no problem, it's just proper time management haha.

Love the other 3 subjects to the core ah. Especially Econs H1. Though I expected myself to score around 18/25 for essay, it didn't turn out that way. In fact, I got 21/30 for CSQ which takes up 70% and a mere 13/25 for essay-,- But oh well that's great because CSQ is of greater weightage heh heh. Shocked me like don't know what. Quite proud of myself already, I improved almost three fold hahaha. And I got the highest B:D Because there's 7 crazy people who got A haha.

So conclusion, remain consistent and not complacent. Each test each exam counts.
Put your heart into it and you'll do well. It'll be better next year!! Xiaohui jiayou(:

Expect the unexpected.

Sunday, October 25, 2009 { 6:25 PM }
I am stupid oh no no no, yes i mean.

I doubt I can revive my blog or become an active blogger again.
Old habits die easily man.

Or maybe it's just because I'm running out of content to update my blog. Which is such a super duper sad thing because it means I. HAVE. NO. LIFE.

Uh yeah and I'm probably right. See? I can't be bothered to even colour my paragraphs since promos ended. I'm like making the entire post the same colour. Who knows, weeks down the road I can't even be bothered to add colours. The whole blog will be like black and white.

OH OH speaking of which reminds me that I wanna change my blogskin already!! LIKE SINCE FOREVER haha. Aiya I want to change to something simpler mans. Probably just black and some colour. And depending on my mood, I may just add a few nice pictures on it. Hm.

This should keep me coming back to blogger for the next few days.
Actually, the only thing in my way is.. YES YOU GOT IT RIGHT.

PEE DUBBLE EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Goodbye. I'm so sad I just killed a few thousand braincells thinking of something for my part in the report.
BECAUSE I AM SO STUPID! -.-

Saturday, October 24, 2009 { 2:55 PM }
What I deserve.

Gonna get back all the papers on Monday. ALL. Plus, performers for farewell will check only at the end of the day. What kind of complex and mix feeling will we have to bring up on the stage?

Aw man a straight huge blow on a traumatising day):
I don't wanna be smart, but I just want to be happy with what I've got and what I deserved for the efforts in the past few weeks.

We'll see,
(Sigh)

Thursday, October 22, 2009 { 6:41 PM }
PWPWPW- BE GONE

I know I shouldn't be blogging at this timely period of my J1 life. Oh my): Project Work totally threw us off the chairs lah. Zzz it's making me so tired, in all aspects lorrr.

How can we present when we're not ready?
How are we going to find time to explain to him TIME AND AGAIN what the heck our report is talking about, and he still doesn't see the link/don't understand.

It's not our fault if he's brainless, dude.

I think I'm highly amazing for being able to resist slapping him right in the face man. Like seriously ah. Haiyoh. How I wished we hadn't wasted our 2 drafts with him-,-
And now we have a thousand and one things to worry/vex about. OH NO. Sometimes it's just impossible to gather online/meet-up after school to do our project mah! What else!! Do individually always got loopholes here and there.

Wah the more I talk about it the piss-er I get can!! D:<
Probably the only thing he contribute as our tutor is erm. Brought our class closer together yeah? Since he's our common enermy lol. Oh wait, even if he doesn't exist, we're still as harmonious. Okay, he's not very useful afterall. *Nice tone*

Farewell concert is around the corner. In fact, it's next Monday. Rehearsal tomorrow and we still have the entire second song to MEMORISE. Needless to say, it got more.. hm.. challenging (?) to memorise a piece of CHORDS AND BASS NOTES. That's not something I specialise in and in times like this where 24hours is not enough for a day, we can't really afford.

IT'S TOUGH, MAN, IT'S TOUGH.

And next week we have to bear all those wasted efforts in mugging for the past few weeks in preparation for Promotional Examination. Uh yeah, stop reminding me we're getting back our results on Monday, where Guitarists couldn't check our marks until after the Farewell performance zz. How can we perform at ease lurh HAHAHA I'll be scared shit.

LOL. And once it's over, we have our dear 5 minutes worth of OP script to memorise and the multiple rehearsals over and over again with different tutors and audiences. Phew.

We can't rest for a minute in life one ley. Like really lorrrr):
It's so tired, just trying to survive omg. I'm not even talking about aceing some subjects or whatever lah. It's super demoralising for a fair high-flyer to become the bottom of the cohort. Yahyahyah. If I had better luck.

Oh well c`est la vie. Guess we'll just have to hang on. Glad mine's on the first day for OP, and there will be a moderator. Isn't a bad thing huh?
For now, maybe I'll just vent everything on working out.

/Sports carnival (Inter-CG Captain's Ball and Inter-House Shooting)
Jiayou Chen!!